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| the sound of music~
So I've been busy studying for exams these past few weeks now. It's horrible that they are all near the end, no way to spread them out. I was lucky enough to have the chance to spend some time with my gf in London this past week. She's a violin performance major and it was her graduation final recital, so lots of family and friends were able to come watch which was awesome! I was so happy that everyone really enjoyed it! I really had a great time being with everyone and being able to be there to support my gf through the whole process as I had been with her many times that she was practicing and could really see the progress leading up to the recital.
It's been quite a ride, everyone is growing up now, soon I will be out of university too, wow, time really does fly.
I find myself improving or at least trying to in all aspects lately. To create that unity with everyone around me, especially my family and gf. I guess this month's word of life really helped me to see that I have to really "step in others' shoes" and this can already be considered a "service," a love to others.
I struggled a lot with this a while ago, always expecting or hoping for too much from people around me. Now I'm getting to realize that certain things just can't be changed, and perhaps there is a reason why everything is the way it is.
We always have to look on the brighter side of things, and draw inspiration from that in order to move on, and improve in every situation we are placed in whether we choose to or not.
~so why don't we go, somewhere only we know | | |
| these are mysterious times~
So this past weekend has been a church marathon (Easter). Good Friday spent the whole day in and around St. Justin Martyrs Parish. I was part of the choir so it was fun to sing the hymns but it was also very tiring. My back was actually hurting from singing because of all the singing, gosh. Guess I haven't sang for a prolonged period like that for quite some time. It felt good singing in a larger choir, and of course with Adrian and Janice, we were butchering some songs, one had the word "alien" in it lol. and Janice just couldn't stop laughing at the name Annas. Haha good times.
After went and ate lunch, that really started to make me wonder, "what exactly am I doing here? I don't belong here." It's my fault really, I was sooo unable to make myself "one" with the group. I guess cuz everyone there had some relationship to the choir so I was really outcast, and I was there thinking like, "gosh, you guys are just recycling your thoughts and words 100 times and saying the same things over and over, get to the point and let's go...." I guess I was impatient because my intention initially was to get some work done down there, not hang out with people I don't even know. Maybe I was just fooling myself, who knows. Anyways, I felt really bad about my behaviour afterwards, I have to be more understanding, more accepting, sacrificing more than I already am. errr it's just so hard sometimes. I hope there is a harvest to all this someday, cuz I'm sowing and sowing.
I got a haircut today, also did some studying, had a nice family dinner, got to play with baby Bosco a lot :) He's getting chubby and he smiles a lot more now which is awesome hehe. Watched the Leafs game, somehow they actually won, now just need the Islanders to lose and we're in the playoffs, haha!
I feel like I'm always waiting lately, it's such a shitty feeling but what can i do? I have no control over anything but myself so all I can really do is keep myself occupied, busy, studying for exams! Sigh, I hate it, I feel like one of these days, I'm just gonna explode, tension is mounting, certain things help me relax, forget about this feeling, but only temporarily.
Going to CMC at 2 pm tomorrow, then word of life and then going back to Hamilton.
~The last time
You fall on me for anything you like
Your one last line
You fall on me for anything you like
And years make everything alright
You fall on me for anything you like
And I no I don't mind
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| One... two...
Steal my heart... and hold my tongue
I feel my time... my time has come
Let me in... unlock the door
I never felt this way before
And the wheels just keep on turning
The drummer begins to drum
I don't know which way I'm going
I don't know which way I've come
Hold my head... inside your hands
I need someone... who understands
I need someone... someone who hears
For you I've waited all these years
For you I'd wait... 'Til Kingdom Come
Until my day... my day is done
and say you'll come... and set me free
just say you'll wait... you'll wait for me
In your tears... and in your blood
In your fire... and in your flood
I hear you laugh... I heard you sing
I wouldn't change a single thing
And the wheels just keep on turning
The drummers begin to drum
I don't know which way I'm going
I don't know what I've become
For you I'd wait... 'Til kingdom come
Until my days... my days are done
Say you'll come... and set me free
Just say you'll wait... you'll wait for me
Just say you'll wait... you'll wait for me
Just say you'll wait... you'll wait for me
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| ~just what you're worth?
So, yet another week has passed. It's getting closer and closer to finals quite quickly. At times it seems like the days go by so quickly, and then sometimes it takes forever. Oh well, soon it will all be over, what a relief.
We had our MCCC presidency elections this past week. The new president and vice-president are Maria and Brian, respectively. Looking forward to try and bring the MCCC population back up for next school year.
I have a human resources group report due next wednesday and that pretty much sums up all I have to do until my exams which are all crampped into the last few days of the exam period.. I get time to study, but it sucks that they're all together.
Felt like throwing up today in the afternoon.. dunno why, I just all of a sudden really felt like puking, luckily my mom got me some water and that made everything better pretty quickly. Things can get pretty boring at home sometimes, but it's all good. It's better than having too much to stress over. And I guess I can be ready to do whatever comes up, which is definitely a bonus to be flexible.
Blogging is stupid, I'm done for now. | | |
| exams approaching~
Finished my last midterm, no more midterms... it's already almost exam time, seems kind of stupid to have a midterm this late, oh well. Have one more essay to write and then it's strictly studying for exams, and classes of course.
Classes end on the 5th of April for me, that's pretty early. My first exam is on the 19th, man i look forward to studying haha, well i know i have to and with this much time between class and first exam, I have to really buckled down and discipline. The sad part is that I have all my exams within like 6 days sigh.. pretty hectic.
Anyways, I'm really looking forward to going home this weekend. I actually really miss being home with my family :( sigh.. I guess I haven't seen them much this past month because they were in HK. Also look forward to seeing my gf as always! :) weekends are the best :P
Fr. Victor is leaving us and we will be having a potluck for him hehe, that'll be fun too seeing everyone :)
~i crawl back into your open arms. | | |
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